I am so tired

I am so tired,
The body sighs,
But no! You can't give up,
Not now, not ever,
No! No! No!
The brain screams,

I want to cry,
Wait a second,
I am crying...

Why?
Why is there only one of me,
Why can't there be many?
First, second, or third order derivations?
Who wants a third order derivations of Yuz?
Why stop at three?
Why not have the nth order?
Will you settle for an approximation of Yuz?

Clone her, clone her,

Jem and Training

Its been a loooooooooong time since my last post. So first thing's first. I was away at an internal training course that lasted for two weeks. It was really heavy but we enjoyed ourselves, amidst all the course work and homework.



We had hardcore Pak Arabs who talked about blowing oneself up (which was disturbing) and 26 year olds "House" fan...guess which one? We had belly dancing Libyans (very obvious from the photo) and DJ wanna-be (guess which one). All in all, I enjoyed the course, and hope to apply everything effectively..and will miss them terribly.

Going off tangent, I also saw the need to respond to comments in my last posting about Jem. Not Jem my kitten, but "Jem and the Holograms" the cartoon. I loved it too....still sing the song sometimes...Jem is truly outrageous, truly, truly, truly outrageous...ooohhhh Jeeeemm, our music's contagious, outrageous, Jem is my name, no one else is the same, Jem is my name..JEM!! Apparently you can get the DVDs from Amazon...I'll probably do just that.