Wednesday, February 27

Sail away...never know where you're gonna end



Ebi starts his new job on Friday (update, he starts today with the new CEO) and mentioned to me that he is feeling a bit nervous....or something like that. I told him that I was excited when I started my new job back in 2005. Left my company of 9 years for career advancement ($$$). Advanced I did...in a year the company got bought by the biggest and oldest service company in the Oil & Gas industry. All worries about being in a small company vanished. All the memories about being in a big company reappeared. The past 2 years since the buy out has been so draining, but has paved the way for me to grow in leaps and bounds. But I've lost a part of me amidst the drainage, but that's part of growing up. No regrets, don't look back. The original team's disbanded, all in different parts of the world...quite sad really but that's part of growing up. No regrets, don't look back.



Point is Ebi, you know as well as I do that friends and colleagues come and go, but people like your wife's father's elder brother's youngest daughter and family will always be around. And in the case of your wife's father's elder brother's youngest daughter, being around for more than half your life can be excruciating.

To Ebi, all the best in your new job. Hey, its not the first time that you have to start all over again right? All the best, may the force be with you. Will you impress them? Impress them, will you? Impress them, you will! You will impress them!! The choice is yours...

I am so tired

I am so tired,
The body sighs,
But no! You can't give up,
Not now, not ever,
No! No! No!
The brain screams,

I want to cry,
Wait a second,
I am crying...

Why?
Why is there only one of me,
Why can't there be many?
First, second, or third order derivations?
Who wants a third order derivations of Yuz?
Why stop at three?
Why not have the nth order?
Will you settle for an approximation of Yuz?

Clone her, clone her,

Monday, February 25

Jem and Training

Its been a loooooooooong time since my last post. So first thing's first. I was away at an internal training course that lasted for two weeks. It was really heavy but we enjoyed ourselves, amidst all the course work and homework.



We had hardcore Pak Arabs who talked about blowing oneself up (which was disturbing) and 26 year olds "House" fan...guess which one? We had belly dancing Libyans (very obvious from the photo) and DJ wanna-be (guess which one). All in all, I enjoyed the course, and hope to apply everything effectively..and will miss them terribly.

Going off tangent, I also saw the need to respond to comments in my last posting about Jem. Not Jem my kitten, but "Jem and the Holograms" the cartoon. I loved it too....still sing the song sometimes...Jem is truly outrageous, truly, truly, truly outrageous...ooohhhh Jeeeemm, our music's contagious, outrageous, Jem is my name, no one else is the same, Jem is my name..JEM!! Apparently you can get the DVDs from Amazon...I'll probably do just that.

Tuesday, February 5

My Long Week-end Part 2 - Saturday and Sunday early morning

Ahh....Saturday, the big day, the day of the much awaited concert. I wanted to go do my hair (after procrastinating for almost 2 weeks). Must go! Must go!
So I woke up early konon-kononnya nak gi KLCC early to go to the salon. Then while I was in the toilet, I heard Danial shout, "Mummy, Yara tunggu nak mandi! I take out the towel ya?" Then I remembered that I promised him that we would mandikan Yara and Jem.

So after my shower and breakfast, I mandikan the cats. Yara was asleep, so I decided to work on Jem the kitten instead. Jem turned up at our door a few weeks ago (pretty much the same way Yara turned up). And the poor kitten was meowing away, more like crying away, sampai hilang suara. Sampai sekarang suara dia tak berapa ada. Mula-mula we all tak layan, then we realized that she was not going away, and just stayed either bawah tempat kasut, dalam kasut, or behind the bicycle. Walaupun Yara kept on hissing and pawing at her, she still stayed. Kam wanted to send her to the pasar, but I decided to keep her instead. Anyways, I suspect that the mandi session on Saturday was Jem's first experience. Luckily she is small, she tried to claw her way out of the sink, but between the four of us (Dina, Dania, Danial and I), we managed...Dina to pour water, Dania to put shampoo and scrub her, and Mummy to hold her down. Danial just guarded the door and scolded her for not keeping still.

Next was Yara, who was still asleep. Carried her to the toilet and asked Yani to help me as Ustaz baru sampai and the kids had to mengaji. Anyways they would not have been able to help me with Yara as she's bigger and heavier..need big hands. Yani poured water, and I scrubbed. It amazes me how Yara can keep still waktu mandi and allow us to touch her body (including stomach) but at other times, try stroking her perut, sure kena cakar punya. So Yara's mandi session went okay. After that wrapped her up in the towel and started on towelling her dry. Baru sentuh kaki sikit aje, she hissed at me...Fine, I'll leave you alone. One thing about Yara, she will stay in the house after mandi until she is totally dry, smart cat, so I don't have to worry about her picking up dirt on her wet hair.

By then it was already 11 am. No time to go do hair. Got the girls ready for ballet, and picked up their gym friend, Athiyah at Menara Polo. Athiyah's mum had to go to the US and her dad was busy, so I took her to Lot 10 as we were heading to gymnastics straight after that. Went jalan-jalan at Lot 10, bought the girls a new gym diary. They have to keep a log of what they did in gym, their weight before and after training, and what they've eaten the entire day. And it works, they see the correlation between their weight and what they eat. Dania can predict if she will be heavy or not based on what she eats. Dina who loves to eat is always on denial mode...No I did not put on weight, and always writes things like bread and soup instead of what she really ate. Anyways, I told her to be true to herself and write truthfully. I'll upload a video of what happens when her weight is "abnormally" high (which is about 400 - 500 g).

After buying the diary, I ventured into Aussino...great bargains for members, less 70%. I went there to buy a gift for Ja'far but ended up buying the gift and sheets (DAMN!!) Then it was time to pick the girls up and we headed to Bukit Jalil. On the way, the girls ate a nugget each (Athiyah brought four nuggets) and shared an apple. I went through McD's drive thru but both Dina and Athiyah asked me to buy Prosperity Foldover which they were going to eat AFTER the training not before. Dania asked for one piece of chicken and Danial had nuggets. On the way home I stopped over at Petronas to fill up and also isi angin. Only managed to isi angin in one side (both front and back) as it started to rain. I noticed the back tyre hardly had any air, and suspected that there was a paku or screw or whatever. Seems to be happening a lot to me lately because of the construction sebelah rumah Papa/Mama. Pergi check tyre and the guy did npt even have to dismantle the tyre as we could see the paku.

Straight after paying him, I sent Danial home and went to KLCC to do my hair. Did my hair, nails, threaded my kenings and upper lip. Rushed home, Yana was already there. Quickly changed and showered and went down. Nani dah sampai, but was putting on her fake lashes. Yana and Rahimi were eating. Soon after, we left for KLCC on the elevated highway. We rushed towards the tunnel to KLConvention, and saw Ebi and Kak Ana eating at KFC. Made a pit stop and curi some ayam. Kak Ana told us to wait as she wanted to walk with us but Ebi said, "I want to eat with my wife, never mind you all go first, I'll send her" So okaylah we continued on our way. Met the rest of the jhoras and we went in. Duduk-duduk aje, Kak Idah and Alwi called me over to their place to do the ultimate test, to see if I was Cinderella or the ugly step sisters. I could fit into the Ferragamo shoes that Alwi bought for Kak Idah. This is my birthday present for the next 3 years.

Concert started and I immediately stood up....and started to fart. I farted throughout the night, didn't I mention that I had a perut kembung problem. Nani was worried that the stranger next to her would think that she's the culprit. Yes, a stranger joined us because it was not fun sitting with her husband. She wanted to dance. 45 minutes later, Nani turned to me and asked me if her eyes were still brown or blue/ or grey or whatever colour that she was wearing that night. I could not see, it was quite dark. She used her handphone for some form of illumination...yes, it is still there. A few minutes after that she asked me if her lashes were still intact, "No, dah nak terkeluar", so she pulled them off. She then used her handphone again for some light "Nampak tak glue dia?" "Dak" The concert was really great. Really, really enjoyed it.

The night was made perfect with our stop at KSS and HRC. Alwi got us a table as usual...he even took his shoes off that night and walked a few steps barefooted at the Lobby of the Concorde. Don't ask me why, I have forgotten.

Monday, February 4

My Long Week-end Part 1 - Friday

The week-end started on Friday for the KLites. I woke up early and told Yani not to bother with preparing breakfast, we will have nasi lemak instead. So after saying hello to Yara and Jem (pronounced "jam" and stands for Jemuan) I went to Pasar Muhibbah to buy nasi lemak. I saw a lady dressed in baju kurung (Friday kan...) walking top the main road. Mesti office kat Selangor, I thought. Kesian :-). Then I saw a mother dragging her not so enthusiastic pre-school son. The tadika is on one of the houses at the main road. And I thought, apa lah sekolah ni, hari cuti pun nak buat aktiviti. Or maybe they still provide child care for parents yang kerja kat Selangor kut....And I continued with my drive to Pasar Muhibbah. Then whilst parking, I noticed ramai prnag yang berpakaian kerja having breakfast...that was when it dawned on me.. "Oh no, this is Selangor, and that means that schools are opened, and that Danial has school!!" Called home, Danial dah mandi and was busy playing Power Rangers. Kesian pulak nak suruh dia pergi sekolah when we were all home. So pontenglah Danial hari tu.

Balik dari pasar Mama telephoned, "Dok buat apa?" "Tak buat apa-apa, baru balik pasar, beli nasi lemak" "Huh? Kenapa beli nasi lemak, kan Mama masak nasi halba" "Lah...ya ke? Ingat kan Mama jemput makan lunch". But I did go later for lunch, after Dina was done with her homework.

Afternoon sent the kids to their gymnastics training at Bkt Jalil. Then we went to Shah Alam..ada warehouse sale on printers and such. Almost bought a " wireless refrigerator printer" (u know printer macam fridge kecik)...but didn't because we did not need to spend that much on a printer. Not until we can find space for it.

We then picked the kids up (they finished an hour later). Dania actually did finish earlier but she had to teach two visiting gymnasts from Perlis. The girls are on a one month's training gig with the KL team. Sekolah kat CBN and staying with one of the CBN parents. Kelakar sangat, after Dania was done, one of the Japanese coaches took over and asked me to translate all that she is saying to Perlis language. Not that the girls did not understand English, but it takes a while to understand orang Jepun punya English. Sometimes she was even speaking to them in Bahasa, but they looked confused..."Lahhh, dia cakap apa pulak ni?"

Sampai rumah Dina complained of feeling sick (she gets car sick). She vomitted then told us that she was hungry. So we went to Cozy Corner for dinner. She vomitted again there. But she finished her Cantonese Fried Kuay Teow. That night, she slept with me, Kam on the floor....and she vomitted again in the middle of the night. Don't think that it was just car sick...I too was feeling a bit bloated but will talk about my perut kembung when I update what I did on Saturday.